We all have done things in our lives that we regret doing. One of the things which I regret the most is leaving London escorts when I was young and getting married. I fell in love with this guy I used to date at London escorts, and ended up getting married to him. Now when I look back, I do realise that I married him for all of the wrong reasons. I know I am not the first women who have done so, but I still kick myself for it.
My husband died not so long ago and now I am thinking about going back to London escorts. I am in my mid-30s and I have read somewhere that dating more mature London escorts is the thing to do at the moment. Apparently, a lot of London escorts agencies are struggling to find more mature escorts, and I thought it might be a good job for me. Yes, there are plenty of other things that I could but I am not sure if they would work out.
Do I have to work? My husband left me some money. But, most of the money which he had he left to his kids. He told me that he would leave me everything but to my shock and horror, he did not leave me that much. It is actually one of the reasons I would like to go back to London escorts. I am not sure that I am going to have enough money to live on. When I worked for London escorts, I did earn rather a lot of money, and maybe I could do well again.
The most disappointing thing about my husband’s will was that he did not leave our home to me. Instead, he put it up for sale, and left me a 2 bedroom flat. I keep on wondering if he really loved me that much or if I was just some sort of little girl he picked up. He used to date London escorts all of the time before he met me, and I have the feeling that he only married me because I was his dream sex kitten. In the end, I started to feel a bit used and abused. Was I grateful that he died? In many ways, you can say that I was happy that he is not longer with us.
It is fairly easy for me to live in the flat, but I do miss our home. Instead of taking everything with me, I had to sell a lot of the stuff. Sometimes I wonder if my husband planned it that way. He seemed to have enjoyed spoiling me when he was still around, but I am not sure why he did not leave me more money. He has not left me with nothing, but I keep on wondering if he actually wanted me to sell all of this stuff and go back to London escorts. Maybe he felt that he had invested in me and that was enough. Do I miss him? There are days when I do, but in other ways, I have felt a little bit angry with him since he died.